Controversy
02-08-2010, 09:41 AM
Iīve been thinking about things during my time away from BS and reached a similar conclusion to Rise Up. I read his recent thread, "message to the board" and it presents reasons very similae to my own for acting off-hand.
However in my case my decision to reinvent myself comes from having unpleasant experiences at the hands of people who were too devoted to good and evil or right and wrong. All of which I have endured at the hands of the society I live in. Itīs possible to commit yourself to one side, one belief and enforce it rigidly, as the Catalans do, but that is the crudest, unfairest form of manipulation. They hold on to their values too strongly and end up becoming rigid and inflexible in their ways.
Oswald Gym was too doggedly attached to competition, blinded to the other aspects of Muay Thai, such as its more spiritual or worldly side. They saw nothing except how it could be exploited, used, for the gain of the purse or the machismo of the members.
I therefore am declaring myself a True Neutral. People can develop such one sided views of life, itīs made me sick. Both positive and negative are necessary to live life. One counterbalances the other. To interfere with either is to invite bias, bigotry, racism and all the other stupidities. Ask me if you donīt know about the alignment I follow. I will answer any questions you ask.
Like Rise Up before me, I apologize for the personality Iīve manifested. It was too irritating or aggravating and given the world we live in, very much against what is healthy and balanced. From now on I will do what I ought to have done - hold good and evil, right and wrong as what they really are - pieces of the same puzzle, neither superior, both essential.
Thank you for reading this. :)
PS
I am in the process of making changes to my avatar and have changed my signature accordingly.
However in my case my decision to reinvent myself comes from having unpleasant experiences at the hands of people who were too devoted to good and evil or right and wrong. All of which I have endured at the hands of the society I live in. Itīs possible to commit yourself to one side, one belief and enforce it rigidly, as the Catalans do, but that is the crudest, unfairest form of manipulation. They hold on to their values too strongly and end up becoming rigid and inflexible in their ways.
Oswald Gym was too doggedly attached to competition, blinded to the other aspects of Muay Thai, such as its more spiritual or worldly side. They saw nothing except how it could be exploited, used, for the gain of the purse or the machismo of the members.
I therefore am declaring myself a True Neutral. People can develop such one sided views of life, itīs made me sick. Both positive and negative are necessary to live life. One counterbalances the other. To interfere with either is to invite bias, bigotry, racism and all the other stupidities. Ask me if you donīt know about the alignment I follow. I will answer any questions you ask.
Like Rise Up before me, I apologize for the personality Iīve manifested. It was too irritating or aggravating and given the world we live in, very much against what is healthy and balanced. From now on I will do what I ought to have done - hold good and evil, right and wrong as what they really are - pieces of the same puzzle, neither superior, both essential.
Thank you for reading this. :)
PS
I am in the process of making changes to my avatar and have changed my signature accordingly.