Won't be on for a little bit

[twisted_screams]

I have had the worst last few days of my life. Friday i took my son for lab work and called my aunt that had cancer afterwards, she sounded so tired. I didn't speak with her long but as i hung up something didn't feel right about 20 minutes later my mom called and said that the visiting nurse for my grandmother found my aunt at the bottom of the steps and my aunt was talking slurring her words and couldn't feel her left side. She was rushed to the hospital and i went over there and found out that her whole right side of her brain was covered in tumors 18 of them and some where over an inch and a half deep into the brain some where bleeding and it was causing swelling. My aunt was still talking at this point but barely so i went over to her she didn't recognize me when i told her who i was she said oh my niece Janene i told her i loved her and left the room crying. She fell asleep after that and last night i went in to see her and she died about an hour later. My mom and my uncle are taking care of the funeral arrangements and i had to tell my 86 year old grandmother that her daughter was dead. Today telling everyone was horrible. My mom has enough money to take care of my grandmother and i think all will be OK. Next week i have to stay home with my grandmother during the day while my mom works and decides if there is enough money for my grandmother to have a day nurse. I am so tired but can't sleep I've tried and Jim is being wonderful i couldn't ask for better.
Anyway i don't think i will be on for a couple of weeks but will miss you All

[General Septem]

I'm sorry to hear about it :( Well I hope everything gets better. We'll miss you. :(

[freakazoid]

Tough times don't last, but tough people do...hang in there, our prayers and thoughts are with you. ;)

[MrJim]

Wow. I'm so sorry to hear that, the last time you were talking about your aunt it sounded like she had recovered and the doctors thought she was out of the woods. That's terrible. Trust me I know how you feel I just lost someone that meant a lot to me last month and it's never easy. You might not get this since you'll be off for a while, but I wish you the best of luck dealing, coping with this. Condolences, Jim.

[theicidal maniac]

I am terribly sorry to hear about this. What a difficult time for you and your family; my heart goes out to you and yours. To see frailty like that can be very frightening, but let it be something that reminds you how truly precious your every moment on Earth really is, and remeber your aunt in her prime.
I guess you won't get this for some time, but hopefully by then you will have had some time to heal a little.

Best wishes, Josh.

[Ape-Shit]

We'll all be here for you, when you get back.:)

Ape

[something]

Sorr to hear. I will iss you :( :(

[yea_thats_right1]

im sorry to hear that hon, my heart goes out to you and your family... try to stay strong and if you need anything we are all here for you. :)

[hitekredneck]

it's what makes you strong, if it doesn't kill you....from what i've read of you and your statements, you're an exceedingly strong willed woman, and i have no doubts that you'll make it through your current crisis...just don't doubt yourself, try to keep positive thoughts, and remember that tho you may not believe, those of us that do will keep you in our prayers...those of us that don't, will be keeping similar positive thoughts for you as well...i'm truly sorry for this hardship you must endure, and if there's anything any of us "bullshit artists" can do for you, please ask
kevin

[Nobody]

....my condolances.